Your Doubt Will Keep You From Rising
A Story of Initiation & Trust
I was laying in the middle of a forest path…
Halfway between wake and sleep.
The sunlight was hitting me through the tops of the trees.
Two hawks dancing in the sky had led me to this spot and whispered to me to lay down…
As I began to drift, I felt an angel appear. Beautiful in light and filled with peace.
This angel covered me in its wings, like a shield of light that brought comfort and peace to my entire being.
I began to drift even deeper, feeling myself drift in between the world of matter and the world of spirit… The world I visit often these days.
And as if something was whispering in my ear, I hear these words…
“Your doubt will keep you from rising”
This instantly brought me back to and out of the dreamy state.
And I instantly knew how important this message was.
“My doubt will keep me from rising?”, I continued to repeat this in my head and it still sits with me today a week later.
You see I’ve been in a huge transition stage in my life… Another initiation…
An initiation into owning and embodying the path and purpose I am meant to walk and live.
An initiation into full trust.
Full trust that if I commit to the path God has set before me, that I will be taken care of.
Full trust that if I jump, I will fly.
The path I’ve been sent here to walk is no easy path.
A path that requires full trust not only in myself, but in God and Spirit to guide me, to protect me, and co-create with me to fully live out and serve this beautiful soul purpose.
I know I was sent to Earth to be a guide and a leader into the new age.
The old ways are crumbling… Systems built on faulty foundations are beginning to collapse and reveal the horrors and pains they were built upon.
I’m here to be a beacon of hope in this coming age. I’m meant to teach, to guide, and to help others heal so they too can learn and feel what it means to fully trust in ones self and walk a path true to their soul purpose…
Walk a path led by the heart, steeped in love…
Love for self
Love for humanity
Love for nature
Love for God & Spirit
I’m on a mission to lead and inspire a revolution of love and nature reconnection that will impact the next 7 generations and beyond.
I know the future and legacy that I want to pass down to my children.
A legacy built on strong foundations…
Truth
Authenticity
Love…
CONNECTION
Everywhere I look today I see disconnection.
Disconnection from self.
From other
From purpose
From nature…
From Creator
My path is not an easy one.
It requires me to have full faith that if I step up and lead this revolution in love and nature reconnection, that I will not be shot down.
I’ve quite literally had recurring dreams in the past of being shot down when stepping up to speak my truth.
But, I can no longer deny that this is my path.
This is my calling.
I have felt the pull for years.
And now I have finally found a path rooted in nature and steeped in the wisdom of my ancestors before me… A path that has shown me how I can access the deeper truths of my heart and the guidance of Creator and my Spirit Team.
I’m blessed to be walking the Northern Path and learning the practice of Seidr, a Norse Shamanistic practice. A practice grounded in the rhythms and wisdom of nature.
There is much in this life that I do not understand. Within the 6 months I have been walking this path, I have started to understand the vastness of God’s plan and how I fit into it.
I can no longer walk a path that is not true to my soul… True to the path Creator has set before me.
I am a guide.
I am a healer.
I am a teacher.
I am Father Oak.
Father Oak being the medicine name I received after a four day vision fast. A fast where Creator revealed to me my mission of leading a revolution of love and nature reconnection.
It’s been over two years now since that fast… since crossing that threshold into manhood… into purpose.
Now I’m crossing another threshold… another initiation into an even deeper layer of purpose.
“Your doubt will keep you from rising”
Yes…my doubt will keep me from rising and it’s time to put it aside and trust that when I jump, I’ll fly.
I have an entire team at my side.
I have my Spirit team… Creator, Thor, guides…
I have my Earth team… The mighty Oaks and Earth herself
And I have my human team… My Fiancée Marena and the many other friends and family that see my heart and mission, and support the expansion of it.
I believe everyone needs support in this life.
We were not meant to walk alone, and I could never walk this path… this purpose without my teams.
This has been the toughest initiation of my life, and Its been the most rewarding experience of my life. I know now more than ever who I am at my core.
And I know what I am meant to do in this life.
I will trust.
I will FLY!
I want you to fly with me.
Every month I lead an open door Heart Coherence and Somatic Journey where I guide the group deep into our own hearts. Peeling back the layers to get to the core of who we actually are as humans.
This is an opportunity to get guidance for your life from the truest and most aligned place… Your HEART.
This is where our intuition speaks, this is where God speaks… This is where we find our inner compass to guide our life.
Pain, grief, trauma, stories, beliefs…
All these things keep us from our hearts. They keep us living and reacting from fear, shame, guilt, and pain. And these reactions lead to more pain not just for ourselves, but the world around us.
The world changes one person at a time. Every time we decide to take action and lead from the heart… from truth… from LOVE… we are deciding how we want the world to be.
I’m here to help you feel and understand what it means to lead life from the heart.
The next age will be an age of love. An age of humans connected deeply to their hearts.
And I want you to be a part of ushering in this new age.
Join me every first Thursday of the month for the Heart Coherence and Somatic Journey.
Find the upcoming free event below on my MeetUp.com group…